i'm so out of it. i have a lot of pain in my hands arms neck, and legs. i can't get it together i get ore depressed everyday its going on about 8 years for awhile i was doing just lows sometimes now its all the time. i've used the same medical fora long time i don't think its working anymore. i want cook i don't have the streght i just eat junk what i want to do is just sleep atnight and all day. i don't want any one bothing me i' in debit i send to much money on useless things i can't help it i don't even realize i do it i stay in a daze. i just stare off in space not realy seeing anything, and don't want any one to bother me. i wish what ever is making me feel so bad would just take me. i don't know what to do and i don't have the enereegy to do it anyway i can't leave my house. i need help i think i'm losing my mind. bar