Hello,
k im sooo confused i think i might be
schizophrenic help me pls clear my head
its 5 in the morning i cant sleep at
all!!! I'm so messed up, im losing all my
friends and am very depressed....
my uncle has it and my parents have never
really let me near him... k so i dont have
hallucinations at all but i think i have
voices in my head but i think that maybe i
just think to much... like are the voices
thoughts or voices?! ive never really
realized they were there till a few weeks
ago... but i know the voices arer in my
mind right... do schiophrenics actually
belive othere people are in the room
talking to them???
plus i get really paranoid sometimes and
feel like every1 is plotting against
me.... i had like a big anxiety attack and
since then ive hit rock bottom.... my
parents said i should see a doctor but i
thought they meant for my depression...
theyve never said anyting about me being
schizophrenic... why wouldnt they tell
me?!
ps. i smoke alot of weed... what would
that do... and i always get this feeling
that people are giving me *** weed that
isnt weed... and then laughing at me after
they get my money
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Shady41
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 07 Jun 2007 Posts: 28 Location: midwest
Posted: 06-14-07 11:01am
I'm not a doctor, but I have had periods
where I've kinda felt the same things you
seem to be expressing. It sounds like you
might have an anxiety disorder. I too
smoke a lot of weed and sometimes when I
have been smoking 3 or 4 times a day, I
get a sense of not knowing reality from
imagination/delusion. My suggestion is to
lay low on the bud for a bit and consult a
psychiatrist, and if you do, be completely
honest with him/her about your weed use
and everything else. Good luck.
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bman69
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 14 Jun 2007 Posts: 3
Posted: 06-19-07 14:16pm
but i cant!
it helps with my depression and helps me
meet new people... plus like my small
circle of friends smoke alot so if i quit
i would probably lose them...