You can keep masturbating. Some parents try to scare their kids out of it, but that's really a very cruel thing for them to do. Masturbation actually has numerous health benefits. It can even decrease your chances of getting prostate cancer later in life.

Masturbation will not hurt you in any way. It will not make you go blind or grow hair on your palms. If you have hair on your palms, you can rest assured that it is absolutely not a result of masturbation.

Having a curved penis is also very common. Many people think it is the result of masturbation, but that is usually not the case. A penis may curve up, down, left, or right. It's due to the penis filling up with blood unevenly during erection. It's usually normal and not a sign of a problem.

You probably are not ejaculating yet because you are too young. Boys are not born with the ability to ejaculate. They get it sometime during puberty. So you should start ejaculating within the next couple of years.

okay, thanks. now that we've broken the ice, could i ask something?
Is there something wrong with me to get severely turned on by elderly women?
I do massive amounts of combined drugs, disrespect girls, and loiter after hours in public areas in which I don't belong.
I don't know if that has anything to do with it, but i'm severely concerned of my moms reaction. thanks