thanks Rick. which procedures did you find to be most helpful to you?
I don't think i"m going to go the distance though.
it's more of a gnawing deep pain and not a sharp pain all the time.
it hurts sharply for breif instances such as when I turn abruptly.
the neck part, where the middle of the back of the neck is seems to be getting worst. there's always a lump there now, where it would only become enlarged when I was under stress. Now it's there all the time and I can hear the bone crackling when I turn my neck and it feels like my neck is going to get stuck permanently in one positon at times.
I can't imagine having to be wheeled out in a wheel chair because you get stuck in a position of excruciating pain. this has happened to my ex husband. he had to call the ambulance to get him to the hospital because he couldn't move.
he too has degenerative disease in his spine and was told he'd one day wind up in a wheel chair permanently.
he can barely walk anymore and sits in a chair all day every day. he refuses to use a walker or a cane to assist him.
he is on disablity for a couple years now and he's in his late fifties.
he's 12 yrs. older than me and I'm afraid to wind up like him.
we thought he had some type of neurological damage. when his symtoms first started, his ablilty to sign paper work or to write anything looked like a grade school child had written it.
he started walking as if he was intoxicated and even a person had called the cops on him when he was at a deli getting beer a few years ago.
he had been drinking, but not enough to make it illegal for him to drive.
they treated him so cruelly.
there's nothing they can do for him, so basically he's given up and will die that way. he has a miserable attitude towards life and has no positive attitude what so ever to fight. I think bitterness only makes ones life end sooner, don't you?
he's not a fighter like me. I will not give in and am determined always to try and change a situation I am faced with.
it just blows my mind to see a person who one day was so normal and then years later wind up looking like he's on his death bed and has lost his sanity.
he used to spray chemicals on trees when he worked on an estate.
back then they didn't require certification to be able to handle chemicals and they didn't have suits or face masks to protect themselves.
plus he used chemicals on the rose garden alot too. I wonder now if chemicals have a play or role in this degenerative disease?
I want the MRI and I'm not going to stop complaining till I get one.
it's all up to the insurance companies of course and the doctors have no say in it like they used to.
physical therapy is not going to tell us the amount of damage that's there. I want to know the extent of it.
did it take you a long time to be able to get an MRI? and did they too send you for therapy first?
I wonder if all insurance companies are the same when it comes to getting procedures ordered by the doctors?
how long have you been suffering now?
I didn't tell my job that I have a problem with my back. I wrote it on some paper work on my orientation when I was first hired. they ask you if you have any medical conditions. this was after I was hired, so had nothing to do whether it would effect them hiring me.
when you work for a hospital and are going to be working with the public, they have to know your medical history.
I don't know the extent of my osteo's, so there fore can't say to my company that I can't do anything demanding as far as lifting things goes.
I was just very very careful and took things slow. I slid the boxes to the cabinets rather than lifting them. I took breaks in the bending position because I do know that aggrivates my back even further.
last summer when i was doing a project on my property for weeding out bushes and things, I thought I was going to wind up stuck in a frozen position. I was sore for many many days and even though my mind wanted to finish up the job, my body would simply not allow me to.
I knew then that this was going to be a problem and that was before i had the xray to show what I had.
my mom had a bone disease called "gorhams disease" she had in different bones than my brother who had it only in his ribs.
he is on pain medicaiton for the rest of his life and has been on it for many many years. another name for this bone disease is called "vanishing bone disease". it's pretty rare and because of this, my brother went undiagnosed for many years while in pain.
it started when he just joined the service back when he was 18 or 19. he's now 59. the pain is horrible they say. but his pain meds work for him. he jsut has to go off them from time to time because he builds up a resistance to them. they put him on something else during those times.
I've written far too much and I apologize for going to the extreme.
I tend to do this from time to time so please forgive me. I promise I will keep things more brief in the future.
I'd be glad to hear more from you if you have the time.
sincerely,
linda