Joined: 31 May 2007 Posts: 2 Location: Rhode Island
Affraid of Psychosis Posted: 05-31-07 13:16pm
I am 17 a junior in highschool. I am an
artist and only enjoy drawing and painting
images from my mind. I sort of make them
up as I go along. Anyway, my friend and i
were talking about some of the kids at
school who seem psychotic (the main reason
i engaged in this discussion was to help
myself understand my mind) the kids are
able, or often pull words and phrases out
of nowhere that dont pertain at all to the
matter at hand. I can do this easily as
well, fellow classmates usually enjoy my
ability to "say random stuff a lot"
random. Why is this? I thought for a while
it was because of my ADD, then i infered
it was due to my way of thinking in
pictures- but i now realize that thoughts
are thoughts, and i dont think in pictures
i just have thoughts. I space out for
periods of time thinking about something
half in pictures, thoughts and a word here
and there. How do most people think? I
feel like my head is always jumbled up
with weird pictures and stories, thoughts
etc. Am i going to lose my head
someday???? Is their anybody else out
their like this? Please help me. I need to
know if this is okay, no one else i talk
to seems to understand their thoughts well
enough to say, is thinking the same as
speaking for must people? Speaking and
writing sound nothing like my thoughts.
PLease help guys, im pretty scared.
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Stan
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Posted: 06-04-07 15:04pm
You're simply developing obsessions over
thinking patterns that everyone has, there
is nothing to worry about. I'm very
creative myself and often blurt out random
things to the excitement of everyone
around me. Watching this bad 80s, obscure
fantasy movie yesterday I made up the idea
of the 'airplane worm', airplanes without
tails or wings, moving around based on a
moment of the movie and couldn't stop
laughing for a few minutes. You're just
creative, don't worry about it and don't
stunt your ability because people who are
truly creative are much more human than
most people.
