Joined: 27 May 2007 Posts: 3 Location: here at home
So Alone Posted: 05-27-07 01:13am
Hey I'm 17 and I just don't know who I am
anymore. When I was young like 8 to 12 I
just could not stop from getting friends
and it seemed like the whole world loved
me all the way till the last day of
elementary school. The day i got to middle
school I knew it was going to be hard to
gain new friends but I did mage to get a
few. And now 5 years after my first day at
middle school here I am at college, I have
great grades and I have a great family.
But no one likes me any more. almost all
my friends won't talk to me and it is
impossible to get any girl's attention. I
my self have recently found out that I'm
bisexual. I haven't told my parents but
thats not the problem, the one boy I tell
that I know is bi because he was my best
friend for 10 years tell he told us all he
was bi when he moved away and no matter
what I do the health questions will not
talk to me. I've done nothing to make him
mad and I've told him I'm bi to so I'm not
mad at him but still nothing. So the one
person i tell I'm bi completely ignores
me. Even getting told off hurts less than
being ignored. No one likes me....I'm so
alone if I were shot and killed today it
would take people months to wonder were
I'm at. My parents are broken up ( never
marred ) and I recently found out I was a
unwanted child that almost became a
abortion three times. But anyway I'm not
fat or harry or smell bad. I'm just your
advrage Teen that completely bypassed
highschool to go on to college. Although
I don't talk about my schooling very much
people just seem to have labeled me as
the "stuck up advanced education brat"
which really angers me off. I don't know
if I'm allowed to post my pictures on here
so if you want to see what I look like
message me and ill send you my myspace
link privately, i don't want people
knowing I'm bi
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v00d00cita
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Re: So Alone Posted: 05-27-07 06:34am
Hello, welcome to the forum.
Being bissexual is not a problem. It's a
society's issue sometimes when people
discriminate bissexuals or homessexuals.
It's so better for you to know yourself
and to realize that you are actually
bissexual and try to cope with that and be
happy, than to hide it from yourself and
try to neglect that fact.
Try to gather around some other people,
you may have common interests with some
people, even if they aren't close to you.
It can happen that sometimes you pay too
much attention to your "friends", people
that are actually hurting you and not
listenning to you, than to the other
people around.
Being an unwanted child is not a reason to
be sad, embarrased or angry. It was
something that happened and now you're
here, okay? Many of us are unwanted
children, for various reasons.
Cheer up and if you need anything or just
to talk, you can pm me.
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thisisme45
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 May 2007 Posts: 3 Location: here at home
Posted: 05-27-07 11:16am
Thanks, but I don't know were I'm going to
find new people at my college people are
like 22 - 40 I'm 17
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v00d00cita
Advanced Support Team
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Posted: 05-27-07 13:54pm
Well, age sometimes doesn't matter You can give it a
try, don't you think? Maybe hanging around
with people that age can be helpful *
You can give it a
try, don't you think? Maybe hanging around
with people that age can be helpful 