I Wanna Die,but I'm Not Allowed Posted: 05-26-07 13:15pm
I WANNA DIE BUT I'M NOT ALLOWD SAYS MY
FAMILY
DFCS I GET TO THE POINT WHERE I WANT IT
ALL TO END, I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO,
COUNSELORS,YEAH RIGHT!! DONT KNOW I HATE
STAYING IN THIS HOUSE ALL THE TIME IT
MAKES ME SO DEPRESSED BECAUSE MY HUBAND
SAYS I'M LAZY BUT I DONT WANT TO BE HERE I
HAVE TO!! I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD RIGHT NOW
THAN BE IN THIS HOUSE WHILE HE'S WORKING,
BUT I CANT I'M NOT ALLLOWED I'M A MOM AND
I'VE FAILED AT TRYING TO DYE TO MANY
TIMES, THAT IF I TRY AGAIN THEY WILL ALL
GO TO FOSTER HOMES, AND THATS WHATS
KEEPING ME ALIVE. I LOVE HIM AND MY KIDS,
BUT ME, I CANT LOVEME ANY I'M NOT ALLOWED
!! MY WHOLE BODY IS CRINGING RITE NOW!
HE'LL BE HERE IN 2 HOURS AND I'M
SCARED!!!!!!
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27ROSES
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 May 2007 Posts: 26 Location: NJ
Posted: 05-27-07 11:48am
I read your post and i am worried. Are you
in a abusive relationship? I was with
someone for 4yrs and the last 2 were very
abusive. He beat the hell out of me almost
every day. It started as verbal then
physical. After yrs of the abuse i got
out. I know its hard but you have to try.
One thing i regret is not pressing charges
on him. I had him arrested but later had
it dismissed. Im here if you need me.
