I had a panic attack today and last night, and almost thought I was gonna end up in hospital. I'm afraid of dying every single moment of the day, and it has gotten to the point where I really believe I am going to die. I have breathlessness all of the time, feelings of dizziness like i'm "out of my body" almost, and my head feels heavy and my throat tight. My heart beats too fast most of the time aswell. I just feel generally unwell and have done for months, although asthma and any chest problems have been ruled out. I still feel like this everyday. I'm going back to the doctors tomorrow, hopefully they'll get some tests sorted out for me before I go completely insane *fingers crossed*
to all who are suffering from anxiety out there, if it's anything like this, I really feel for you all. No one can understand the debilitating pain it causes until it actually is happening to you.
Xxx