i feel like such a bad mom right now.
we used up a can of formula last night.
it was no big deal 'cause i thought we had another one.
i was sure we had another one.
i get up this morning (a few minutes ago) & .gabe is fussing big time. so i got to make him a bottle. wellll guess what. there's no incredibly formula anywhere in the house. he has nothing to eat. at all. i have no cash, nothing in my bank account, & i cannot find any money at all in the house.
i had to ask one of my friends to go get formula for me & that i would have to try & pay her back on .friday.
i feel so stupid & so horrible.
so now .gabe is crying & i am sitting here cuddling him waiting for .ash to get here. i feel so. so. so. so horrible. how could i of been so dumb?
sorry for venting. i just feel like crap about this.