when I touch my clitoris it does not feel pleasurable like it is supposed to, it just makes me need a wee. Is this normal? Will I ever be able to have pleasure from stimulating my clitoris? Will I ever be able to have orgasms?
Most women do like clitoral stimulation, but not all. Some women just don't have a sensitive clitoris, so they don't feel much of anything when it is stimulated. Other women have such a sensitive clitoris that direct stimulation is actually painful.
Keep trying different things. Maybe you will end up finding that you do like a certain kind of clitoral stimulation. Or maybe you will find that vaginal stimulation is what works for you.
The actual clitoris is under the clitoral hood. For some women, it swells and sticks out when she is aroused. In other women (like myself) it doesn't. For me, directly touching the clitoris is very painful. Instead, I stimulate it through the clitoral hood. The clitoris has a stiff shaft as well, and that's what I wiggle back and forth. I think my clitoris probably rubs against the hood and that's what I enjoy so much, and orgasm from.
Your Clitoris is a very sensitive and rubbing it hard will do on good.
You need to buy some lube that smells and taste good, When you are a lone shower really good and go to your bed room. Lay down on you back with a mirror in front of you so you can get a good view of yourself and your vagina.Now put some of the lube on your hand and around your clitoris, move your hand in circular motions slowly and occasionally rub your clitoris. Watch yourself in the mirror so you can see what you are doing, if you need more lube feel free to apply more, remember this is your time and you want the best experience you can get.
One you will become familiar with your body and what you like and don't like, so when you have a boyfriend you will be able to let him know what is good for him to do to you.
Hope this helps you out