Ok. You guys remember my dilemma I was having between camerin and dewitt? Well my friend chris came home and called me today saying that him and camerin had been talking in math. And he said that camerin said there is a chance that josh is his and he hopes he is. I know that it's not even possible that josh is his so I am wondering if he is just saying this or if he really thinks he is. My friend chris has never lied to me about anything and I really think he would not lie to me about something this serious. Any advice??? Omg now I am on the phone with chris and he is saying that he remembers how in love me and camerin were and that he thinks that I should talk to him and maybe give him another chance because he said the look on his camerin's face when he was talking to him was just unbelievably sincere. I swear I think this guy is going to kill me with stress. It really would have been nice if he had spoken up before I developed feeling for dewitt and began the process of moving on. I just don't understand why he would hope josh is his? He knows that it's not his son. Oh jeez. I really need some help here on what to do. I really really really wanna act like it never happened and it was never said and that I don't have some feelings for him still but I do and when he does stuff like this it makes it very hard to suppress those feelings. I mean I do love dewitt but you know yo never forget your first love and all that. And I can't help but think I love him because I feel obligated too. Sorry to bring all this to the surface but I am a mess when it comes to stuff like this. Chris is saying that he thinks I really need to sit down and have a serious talk with camerin before josh is born. That's 27 days away-ish. And I can't help but feel like chris is pressing camerin on me like he knows something I don't. He keeps saying stuff like well what is dewitt doesn't live up to everything he says he is going to do? You know he's going to college in the fall blah blah blah (as if I hadn't had these thoughts on my own already) and ahhhhhhhhh I hate it when people get my negative thoughts rolling. Any one have any suggestions? I just don't know what to do anymore.