I don't know why but since i was about 11 or so i have had this really strange ability to like make a really powerful hot sensation through certain parts of my body
i know it sounds crazy
this is actually the first time i have told somebody except my doctor who i told about 2 weeks ago who is trying to set me up for cat scans

an explanation is that i focus on a certain part of my brain and it corresponds with a my arm leg wrist and so on and i have gotten really good at figuring out where corresponds to where over the years

another strange thing is that lets say i cut myself and its like bleeding a little and i focus on that area, the pain in the area drastically is reduced followed by this beating sensation in that area sometimes but it still bleeds

i don't know what this is, maybe its normal, i don't know

i just really want to talk to a doctor now because after doing this continuously theres like a strange feeling i get and its hard to explain

please don't come saying thats crazy or anything because i ust want help