thank you so much for your answers. im much more relieved now.
ok there's one more thing that bothers me, i dont get to take my pills exactly the same time everyday, i take it say 15 or 10 minutes late, AND i cant break my smoking habits (like 5 sticks a day), i know there's a high risk of blood clot etc, im 22 y/o by the way. but still there's no side effects at all. am I that numb? i cant seem to feel anything.. in addition, its my first day today of light spotting and some mild cramps..