I'm sorry, I just really don't have anyone else to talk to about all this stuff....
I just got a call from my dh. He is already on his way home from work for the day (at 9:30am) He left at 12 noon yesterday. His boss told him today that we will know by the end of the week if he is shutting the doors or not.

I'm just absolutely flipping out. He said that his truck is making this god aweful noise and he took it to his freind thats a mechanic and he said it is a main bearing. And that we should sell now. I hardly make any money at my job and there are two other people that will probably be advanced before me now. Even though I was promiced when I took a lesser position that I would get the next available postition

My mom just started chimo on Monday and is feeling horrible, which is tearing me apart because she is my best friend. I just feel so upside down. Everything is falling apart! And for the cherry on top we've been ttc. And even though I have this cyst and am probably not pregnant, I still could be pregnant....I just don't know what to do! I'm just going to sit here at my desk at work and cry.....I need a hug....and a drink....