This has been hapening for about 4 months now. I can look at somthing for 30 seconds and it will morph, move, crawl, become bigger or smaller. Somtimes when I move my head from side to side I will get a popping (the only way I can describe it) feeling in my head, but this does not happen all the time. I dont feel real I feel as if I am actually losing the ability to feel. I get spouts of anxiety every now and agian. I will look at the tv screen and eventually lose all feeling of who I am for about 80 seconds then I will snap back to "reality". Whenever I take any psychoactive substance (Marijuana, Mushrooms, alcohol) I get a throbbing annoying feeling in the top of my head (this has only started to happen recently). I get this pulseing sensation in my front torso. I have been very apathictic to a point where I just exist and nothing else, but this seems to be getting better for some reason. I black everything out from school I feel like my entire body is stuffed up. I am constipated, have asperger's, and I am a 14 year old male. What do you think the problem is? What do you think I can do to fix it?