Well its been a month since I was one here. I decided that all the baby talk and those who were actually getting the positive signs was depressing me. But, its that time again that AF is suppose to show her ugly face. Since going off the pill in Nov my cycle has been anywhere from 33 days to 35- the last 3 35 days. Today is the 36th day and im not sure what to expect. Im not expecting too much because we only had intercouse (whatever the ab for that is

) once this month because he was out of town. I am pretty sure I was ovulating because my cm was strectchy that day, the 14th. As much as im not expecting to be pg I did not expect to be late this month. Because of the cramping I thought I was going to start 2 days ago, but didnt. I did have a little bit of pink discharge, but anything since has been clear. Because my cycle is a bit longer I get confused sometimes whether or not I ovulated. Anyhow I feel for all you ladies and have to tell you... you are all much stronger then me. After only being on here for a few weeks last month I had to leave for a bit to not think about all the other ladies getting the signs. I am going to wait it out another couple of days I guess.