Do you guys think that I may be a schizo
and about the bumps on my leg what's ya'll
opinion
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Stan
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Posted: 04-29-07 08:42am
If you said anything in other posts I'm
not sure, but the fact that you're
questioning it proves that you're not
because true schizophrenics are unaware
that anything is wrong.
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paranoia86
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Help Me Please I Think Im Sucidial Posted: 04-29-07 09:36am
Stan Stepanic
wrote:
If you said anything in
other posts I'm not sure, but the fact
that you're questioning it proves that
you're not because true schizophrenics are
unaware that anything is
wrong.
because I fear of getting siclk when I get
colds I think that it's HIV or Hepatitis C
and when I walk pas people I always hink
that they are going to stick me with a
needle when I have muscle aches I start
thinking that someone haves stuck me with
a needle I am scared to be near objects in
public because I start thinking that there
may be blood on them I have to look at
every person that walks past me because if
I don't and than I start to think what if
he stuck me with a needle and I didn't
feel it. When I was visiting my cousin in
the hospitial I was in the visiting room
my mom had called me into the other
visiting room because she said that
there's was hot chocolate so I walked
inside the other visiting room and she
gave me some money and left while standing
in there waiting on my hot chocolate this
tall scary African man was sitting in the
other room staring at me he was so scrary
I am not racist I am African American
myself but anyways I was looking at him
like he bet not walk into here please
don't while I was thinking that he stood
up and walk directly into the room I grab
my drink real fast and walked past him
reaal fast I had on this real thick
leather coat that day while I walk past
him I started to have a panic attack I was
checking my arm to make sure that he
didn't stick me with no needle and later
on I found this little scratch on my arm
and I was thinking what if he dropped a
needle in my coat. But when I looked back
into that room he watching tv and yawning
his wife was in surgery
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Stan
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Posted: 04-29-07 13:04pm
Those are obsessions.
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paranoia86
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Question? Posted: 04-30-07 10:45am
Stan Stepanic
wrote:
Those are
obsessions.
One day at my job I was eating inside the
office which is wendy's
I was eating chilli and you know that
tomato paste looks like blood and the skin
off the red beans looks like blood but
anyways when I was finish eating I wipe up
my mess off of the desk and it was just me
and my manager in and out the office and
he is a neat freak but when I wiped my
mess off the desk I started freaking out
because it looked like blood I started
crying but when first sat down and started
eatting the desk was spotless and neat.
But anyways my gay manager came up there
visiting that day with his boyfriend and
boy they are really wild and out there but
I was crying to him and he showed his
boyfriend the napkin and said to him what
do this looks like he said that it may be
animal blood from by the grill so it test
it out and took a napkin and stuck it in
the animal blood and said that what it was
but I started calming down and than when
I got home I started to have a panic
attack because I was touching my gay
manager and rubbing my face from crying
and than I started to cry again because I
was thinking what if I had touch something
on him and than rubbed my face but I calm
down after some days about the chilli
because if it was blood it would had bled
onto the other side and who would bleed in
the office and mu manager said that it was
the chilli and I had asked everybody in
wendy's who was bleeding in the office and
everybody said not me but I am still
thinking about my gay manager who I had
touched while I was crying.
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Stan
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Posted: 04-30-07 11:12am
While are you still talking? Go get
treatment for the obsessios, because
that's what these are.
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paranoia86
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Scared Once Again Posted: 05-06-07 19:13pm
I just got a HIV test and it came back
negative but now I am scared again because
at the health department when the lady had
called me back she already had on gloves
and, and now I am thinking what if she
didn't change her gloves from the previous
person and I had this open sore on my
hand on the back side what if there was
blood on the seats arm or something and I
was at the grocery store and I got open
sores on my legs what if blood got into my
open sores while I was opening up a door
or something or walk past something or
someone I am currently in therapy right
now but I think it's not really helping.
And the other day I was handing out food
and this man had a cut on the inside of
his hand I think it was a cut but my eyes
makes it look like blood I hand him the
wendy's cut and bag and then I started to
have a panic attack thinking what if some
flew into my open sores on my arm or into
my mouth or something I check my hands and
didn't see nothing on my hands I don't
even know if there was even blood on his
hands or not and I got these open burns on
my arms from work I be so scared to walk
past people with these bug bite sore on my
legs I don't even know if they are bug
bites for real and these burns on my arms
haves me scared to go any where without
them covered up that's why they can't heal
