Wow. This week has really stressed me out. My mum went to .New .York with her friends, and I've been doing *everything* round here. I know I have to get used to living alone and stuff, but it's been like having 3 children.. one baby and two grown up (my dad & my brother). My dad leaves stuff everywhere and I have to clean up after him.. and then he has the cheek to say I haven't been helping enough around the house. Hello???? Who's been washing all your clothes and cooking your food?? Argh.

And on top of that, all me & .Jonny have done the past couple of days is argue.. and yesterday he went to an all-weekend music festival (lucky for some!!), and even took some time off work to go. That really p*ssed me off, because he only gets 10 days off a year, and he should be using them to come and see his daughter, not for weekends where he'll basically spend the whole time messed off his face. He isn't even replying to my texts, so that's annoying me, too.

I've just put .Jenny to bed, so I really am alone all night now. My dad stays in his office, my brother's gone a night out (which I was invited to but there's no-one to look after .Jenny) and all my friends are at an 18th birthday party (which I was also invited to). Sorry, this might seem pathetic.. but I hate just being in all night with nothing to do... especially when I'm this hormonal.

No-one has to reply to this vent, I'm just getting things off my chest and I feel a lil better for writing it all.

I love all you guys.