I'm so pissed. The last week I've been busting butt giving up supper some nights to stick to a nightime schedule and putting Ava to bed at the same time and trying to get her to sleep on her own, since she's been so off schedule the last week b/c of the easter holidays. Well tonight Jesse's finally off and tomorrow we're going spend the night in new orleans. Well I'm packing and taking a bath and he's suppose to be feeding her and putting her to bed. I get out of the bathroom and they're not sleeping, they're in the living room watching ESPN! what???? That's not her bedtime schedule. Now she's been up for 4 hours, wide awake, and no where near bedtime. That plus teething equals a bad, bad night. aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Yelling would only cause a big fight. He thinks I'm too uptight and stressed out about the baby. It's only because I want what's best even though it means giving up things and he doesn't want to do that. After I posted that he put her in the bouncer. I wanted to kill him. I was washing bottles. He told me to go to sleep and he would take care of her. I can't sleep knowing that she's playing at 9 at night. Tomorrow night she's sleeping at my moms so I know that she'll be thrown off her schedule. Saturday night will be hell. So I shouldn't get so mad, my mom will do enough damage.