Ok. So last night was the second time .I've had this dream. I'm pregnant and in the delivery room giving birth to my second child. I'm very excited and having a very easy delivery. The baby is born, and is a girl, and .I'm happy etc... When .I get home, .I don't have the same feelings for the new baby as .I do for .Noah.

Am .I totally nuts? We have been talking about trying for a second baby after .Noah turns one, which will be in .July. This really worries me. Does anyone else feel this way or did you have the same fears? I know once .I give birth all the fears will go away, but .I also think, how can .I love another baby as much as .I love .Noah!