Im not sure if thats whati experienced last night, but started out feeeling really depressed, like crying then i get like scared and nervous, like i had this feeling that something bad happened or someone died or something or that something bad was gonna happen, my mind was racing and my heart was pounding, i couldnt sleep, i wasl ike freaking out over something that hasnt even happened at all. i almost wanted something bad ot happen so maybe my mind would calm down and i could sleep,

it seems like an anxiety attack but ive never had one before so im not sure, what are your thoughts?
theres alot going on in my life right now, my husband leaves for war in july, parents are gonna visit, hubbys in the field right nwo for a week, so home alone with 2 kids and i might be flyin gto the states with 2 kids under 2 in july ahh