the other day I was working at wendy's I had went into the the women's restroom and I have a really big phobia with restrooms I am scared to death now because what if my arm touch the door or I had touch the sink and than touch my face the reason I had went to there restroom was to look in the mirror this man had told me I something on my face I remeber seeing some white stuff I had looked in the mirror so fast and then I had wiped it off what if it was blood I am scared to death. I am scared to walk past people because I think that they are going to stick me with a needle or something I am scared to pick stuff up off the ground because I think that there may be a needle on the ground I am getting headaches can function right I am crying everyday I have to look at my hands every minute I always feel that something is flying in my mouth off of some one's hand I don't like people touching me being close to me I avoid crowded places and the other day my food had busted out this bag in the gas station and this crack head was trying to help me pick it up I didnt wand him near me I started to have a panic attack everything became real blurry I didn't want to pick it up because I was thinking what if there's needles on the floor or blood and I was thinking that stuff was flying off his hand into my mouth or on me and my purse was on the counter what if he did something to my purse or what if he stuck me with a needle and I didn't feel it I am so scared now help me some please I need help I don't know what to do anymore I am only 20 years old I don't won't to die and I can't wait no three mths for no test that's to long to wait to see if you have anything.