I suffered with exactly what you guys are talking about for over 2 years. It started when i had a one night stand, and i slept with a guy, and it was unprotected, i know i know.. I have NEVER done it again. But after i slept with this guy i stareted to get sick. I was watching a tv show one night after what had happened and i seen a show on HIV, and AIDS. I said OMG those are the symptoms i have! I was scared to death. Then i started reading online about STD's in general, and all of a sudden i had all those, and my mind played tricks on me. I guess if you think about it so much, you can give yourself those symptoms, and really not have anything. That went on for over 2 years. It went from HIV, AIDS, to brain anyerisms (sp)

cancer of all sorts of places...Just about everything possible. That's why i was scared to death to get pregnant. I was scared to take the HIV, and sypholis (sp) i suck at spelling BTW lol..
I was ruining my life. Day by day i would be just like you. I would go off and enjoy life, and then i would get a pain, or a symptom, and i would get a panic attack, and i would have to go home, and sit. It would go away, but would always come back. I was finally put on meds for panic attacks, that did help a lot. But soon the free ones i got from the doc ran out, and i could not afford to get them on my own, and i was back to square one again. It's a horrible feeling. I have been panic free since i got pregnant, and had all my test for STDs done, and i feel a lot better. But for the days i missed with my family, friends, and my daughter. Not to mention the days i missed at work cause i could not handle myself...