hello
Im really worriedi might be suffering from bipolar, it has only been the past few days that i have been thinking that.

I have been on anti depressants for nearly a year now and they did help but now im just feeling really down again. I cry alot and feel suicidal, anxious, everything around me just seems different when im down. Strange way to describe it but everything just seems dark and dull.I hate feeling like this and am scared one day ill just feel so down that i will end up commiting suicide.

When i feel happy i can look forward to things and sometimes feel i could cry cause im feeling so happy. Everything just feels so great but it can just stop like that. sometimes i just dont enen know how im feeling. numb!

I just dont know what to do with myself alot of the time, i feel tired but with energy...strange!!!

i know my dad has had mental health problems but dont think he was ever diagnosed.

what do you think?
thanks