what are the chances that i will lose a baby again if i lost one in october of last year... (due to stress and a few things that i am not proud of drinkin drugs...) i finally after 6 or 7 months got closure we my ex and i named it if it would have been a boy it would have been nathan michael and if a girl it would have been katherine Nevaeh.. i am glad that i finally got the closure and know that he is not mad at me.. this time if i am (not sure if i am or not yet.. to scared to know) i wanna do it right...no drugs stopped that a long time ago right after it was to late.. i still blame myself cause it was my fault not eating and drugs and drinking deprived my baby the nutrients it needed and then i lost it..