im 19, 6'0 320lbs...



my problem, ive always been sexually active since 14.... i was always a "stud" so to speak always out lasting the woman.

I recently got with my latest girlfriend for the first 2 months it was the same "stud" status, after those 2 months all of assuden i got hard one night, like raging hard went to insert my penis into her and i went limp, i started crying ( alone ofcourse ) and i couldnt understand it , the same night i got hard and got to insert it, i honestly came within the first push in........ It almost scared me. I was like "what the hell" so the next time, the same thing, and untill now its from 5second to 2 minutes maximum, im extatic when its 2 minutes so is my partner, but occasionaly i cant stay hard before i insert it into her , Im not gay... or unatracted to my partner and i couldnt figure it out...... Im still too this day stuck at the 2 seconds in some positions , 2 mins in others such as shes on topor im slowly thrusting while im on top ( things ive used to prolongue myself in the past for a few minutes everyones done them ) Ive used viagra, did nothing, i tried masturbating gives me a little time, ive tried Both at once, i actually masturbated 30 mins prior to sex and taken a viagra, and that worked, but im an unemployed student and viagra is expensive and its unnerving knowing i have to use a drug to prevent it, i cant even enjoy sex sometimes it hurts ( shes too dry ) and ill still cum, I dont even care about my satisfaction at this point i care about hers. I always eat her out before we have sex, sometimes she wont even have sex with my afterwards and she says shes tired ( shes never gotten mad at me about it but you can see a bit of it in her face. I need to know what too do , Its driving me to a suicidal point, i cant have her go see any form of a male or it drives me there aswell because its causing my insecurity, WHAT DO I DO... start stop isnt really an option, drugs can be... whatever i have to do i dont care what it is... what do i do...... anti depressents? just kill myself? viagra? masturbate? crack? i could care less whatever can ease this problem i need to know i cant handle it anymore its ruining my entire life. outside the bedroom and in..


edit*** i also have to recieve some sort of sexual contact or i go limp, even when masturbating... PLease any suggestion will help

Ive tried everything so far viagra masturbation only works , but i need a way to get back to the old me. I NEED REAL STORIES or ideas or wahtever JUST Help me. Im young im stupid but im also hurt inside and this is my last stand.



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