Hey guys I am new to this forum, but am
definately looking for some experience
from those who have have been addicted to
meth, adderall, ritalin, any other similar
substance..... so here's my story....
I was diagnosed with ADHD (like everybody
else in my family), but I'm not convinced
I ever had had it -I was ust not very
motivated although I did lose my keys just
about every 20 minutes
After that, I was
put on Adderall. I chronically, I never
exceeded 25 mg (except just before test
time when I would take upwards of 60 -
80mg every few months). Well I finally
realized how much this drup just sucks!!!
I lost my friends, my boyfriend, I was
very argumentative , but worst of all... I
lost ANY desire for sex. I have quit the
drug about 6 months ago and still NOTHING.
I've been doing some research about
recovery and it seems as though stimulants
can kill you reward center for life
(nucleus accumbens). I'm worried this has
happened to me
I have tried wellbutrin in the interim,
but still nothing!!! I have a great
boyfriend now, and I know I love him, but
can't even muster a fantasy (not even
about brad pit)
So I guess I'm just asking anybody who has
been abstinent for a long time.. Does your
sex drive return??? even a little???
