Hey man...YOU DONT WANT TO DIE!!!.. not really. Lifes too short anyway. One only lives for a few years, who knows whats next. It might be awful so dont waste the few years we all have on earth. Ive been through a few stages of being depressed and only seing black. What cured me was going to India for 6 months. Life doesnt seem all bad when you have a 5 year old hanging on to your trousers without any legs, just skating on a skate board pleading for food. Or a 7 year old boy with a huge scar on his arm begging for money but when you look his scar is actually a bunch of scars where his guardians cut him open every day to beg for money. Or another kid smiling and laughing and than you realise that kid is high as a kite on opium. Life really isnt so bad, we could have it much worse. If your homeless, go to a refuge and go through all the bollocks and get a home, job etc. If youre depressed that seems like the hardest thing to do, go to the doctors. Theres pills for pretty much everything and you wont be a failure by taking summin that will give you the boost to do something. You hear about the earthquake in China and cyclone in Tibet..?? Theres thousands out there that havent got the chance to get medical treatment. Please do it...FOR YOURSELF. Make the most of the little time we have.