This systematic dismissal of females with these symptoms in a patriarchal system of medicine, such as in the U.S., is appalling. I'm on doctor number 42. 42 told me that 98% of his patients have problems from anxiety. I've been patiently waiting 2 weeks for his friend the NeuroPsych to give me an exam. My GP, I thought my Neuro, and my Psychologist all believe it's physical. My mother is a surgical nurse and she said it sounds like Lupus. I have all of the symptoms and it severely affects my CNS. I am on three anti-seizure medications. I am on NSAIDS, Gabapentin (seizures) and anti-inflammatory for Chrone's/UC. I had a severe breakdown the weekend of September 17, 2010; I have been sick and trying to be diagnosed since July 14, 2008. I'm 24 years old, female.
Symptoms: Excruciating joint pain at the SI joint so I can not walk without excruciating pain (I did not realize that is what I have been experiencing until I had the same pain on my wrist and now on the inside of my right foot-which had a disgusting scaly rash on it for 4 years and finally went away with a steroid injection; petite-mal seizures that I have probably been getting since I was 7, but did not recognize them to be so. When my head started shaking uncontrollably I knew it was a problem. I have a butterfly rash along with rashes galore- I could have 5 at a time, but right now I have a killer 5 incher across my elbow...taking a shower is exhausting, I haven't been able to work in 5 months. I've lost a lot of my hair, a lot of weight, and my appetite has been AWOL for some time. Sometimes I smell food, one whiff of a burger before the bite, and I have to excuse myself from the table. I have little red dots in spots where I am inflamed, it's kind of gross because they're in the middle of a square of small, inflamed veins on my foot. Tingling, numbness, "soda-pop" feeling on the left side of my skull and then an immediate migraine slicing through the middle of my right eye. Nausea, vomiting, gastrofireworks. Tenderness where I am inflamed, even brushing up against it causes me to cry out. The doctor made me jump and howl by pressing with his thumb. I deteriorated in one weekend. I've been to the hospital 320482347 times for excruciating stomach pain (which was probably a seizure), and had to go bent over like a candy cane and shaking.
I've had doctors tell me to be quiet because they know more than me (but spend 5 minutes with me, when I spend all day with me and know my symptoms), that it is psychological (many times), that it is IBS, and, although they can't really define what it is, they can give me medicine for it, which also really doesn't work. I've been on all sorts of things. The best was ondansetron (?)- chemo-grade nausea medication. The Gabapentin works great to control my seizures, but nothing relieves the pain in my left buttock region down to through my leg.
My suggestion to all of you being told it is psychological: Get an evaluation, an MMPI (heck, you can find it and take it right now on the web), or go see a psychologist who will release you to get physical attention because you have been cleared of having psychological affliction.
It's like I say, I don't have my condition because of anxiety; I am anxious because of my condition. Once I have a proper diagnosis and treatment plan, I will be relieved and feel in control of my life again.
Until then, it's a struggle, no doubt. But I'm going to get there. And so are you.
Warmest Regards,
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