Ok im freaking out about my cousin. It started on New Years. We were watching CSI. There were about 6 of us in the room ( my cousin, her brother, 2 other cousins, my sister and me). I was sitting on the 2 seatter ( i think sopme call it a love seat or something) and my cousin was siting on it too. Out of nowere she leaned over and kissed me. It wasnt the friendly cousin peck on the cheek, it was fullblown her tounge in my mouth kind. It lasted for a few second and then she backed off and watched the show. It kind of freaked me out but i just assumed she was curious or something and it was nothing to worry about. Hell what 13yo girl finds her 20 yo cousin attractive?

Anyways last week end was her brothers birthday party. it was his 16th so there was a big party. Tward the end of the party we were all cleaning up. My aunt asked me to take the garbage out and my cousin helped. ( lot of garbage). While we were outside she kissed me again. it lasted for a minute or so ( i dont know why i didnt stop it).

Im really freaking out. I mean im not attracted to her ( for 1 shes 13, and shes my cousin). Im afraid shes gona want more then just kisses and i dont know how to tell her no without hurting her.