Anyone want to have my c-section for me? I only have 3 days left and I am getting really nervous about it. I'm nervous about how I'm going to handle two babies and nervous about the c-section all together. I've been so sad most of the time lately thinking about it. I think I am going to be extremely depressed after Caleb is born. I was pretty bad for a while after Ethan was born.
On the other hand I am so excited to not be pregnant anymore. This pregnancy has gone by pretty fast, but I'm glad it's going to be over soon. No more babies for me! I want to go on a diet and exercise.. I'm so sick of being this large!! Jon and I were going through clothes in our closet yesterday and he was looking at a pair of my old pants, and he didn't think they were mine.. He probably thought they were way too small or something. I know he didn't do it on purpose, but it made me feel like crap!