i've been bulimic for about 5 years now. i don't know what to do anymore. for the firdt 2-3 years i threw up about 2-3 times a day and now it''s once or twice a day. like i would eat a little in the morning and a very small amount at work but once i go home and eat dinner. i eat so much then later threw it all up. sometime i do o bad that i black out for a few sec. i usually drink water after which helps. i notice my teeth are stained and that sometime when i threw up, the acid from my stomach comes up too, and i remember before when i first did it, i would thrw up blood. sometime i want to stop but i just can't. my weight is up and down all the time. up 2-4 pounds then back down. i feels like its controlling me. please sent me advices.