i cant stop crying, i feel like crap, i need to make bottles and reese wont stop crying, im *really* angry at shawn right now, because i told him i need some sleep and he kept waking me up and he kept waking me up all last night to tell me im snoring (cause im sick) or im breathing in his face.. nothin i do for reese is working, and i cant take it i even yelled at hinm and told him tyo shut up, and now i feel like dirt for doing it.. i feel like shawns and my relationship is slowly dieing. and he knows i feel like this but he isnt doing caca all about it. the other day i said he loves cars more then me.. and i got him to pretty much admit it, and when i would say "See you admited it" he would be all like "no i didnt mean it like that your taking it all wrong, my family comes first hunny" saying it so sincere, but i unno i just dont believe him. all he ever does is talk about cars, he never talks about how he wants to get married, how he wants to do stuff in the future its all "im gonna do this to the car and once i get the money this. this and this!" im getting so pissed off. he comes home from work and hes all like "why arnt the dishes done, why havnt you done this" so i ask him to and he says "i work all day im not coming home to do stuff i need to relax" what does he think i do all day, i do my schooling, im taking care of reese and when he gets home he expects me to be watching reese cleaning up after him and reese, making dinner and all that kinda crap at once, i cant do that, im not super man. help me!!