is dead...dh wanted it when he was out on the ship so my mum sent it to him in a bag with some penut butter and jelly and stuff, but the jelly jar broke and got all over my camera, sent it in to get fixed and they just called and said it was unfixable, i think im gonna cry

i love my camera, ive had it for like 3 or 4 years now, i dont really want to get a new one, plus we dont really have the money, i cant live without a camera, i take pictures of everything, im an "amerture photographer" or so i like to consider myself

i need a camera before valkyrie is born and im already 34 weeks, i dont know how this is gonna happen

trevor has a camera but hes going to take that with him when he goes overseas

i hate this, its like i can never have anything nice, it always gets broken or something, the rule use to be no one was allowed to touch it without my permission and supervision, but thats canged lately and grr, it just figures this would happen

i know its probably just my hormones that are making me feel so crappy about this but i really liked that camera, and it was like $300 this is just killing me

im gonna stop complaining now, bleh

~alicia~