Hello I am Claire.
I really dont know where to start to be
honest..
I have always had a problem with my
weight, over the past year i have became
disgusted with the way i look, I have
tried to exercise, still doing it at the
moment, tried diets, even that Special K
diet but my weight dont seem to go down at
all.
The past few weeks, i have been making
myself sick everytime i eat, after i have
made myself sick, i feel great about
myself, known that i wont be putting the
weight on with what i have ate.
The thing is, my mum is bulimic i was so
disappointed in her, she has been this way
for over a year now, she is now seeking
help, she still finds it very hard to eat,
but she is getting there.
At this moment in time, making myself sick
is the only way for me, to lose weight.
I have not told anyone about this, I am
ashamed in a way because of how i reacted
when my mum told me what she was doing..
and now i am doing the same
