Ohh I miss the hospital soo bad!! I really wasn't too happy with my hospital overall, but I loved staying there! Everyone was so concerned, I got waited on hand and foot, got anything I wanted, got all sorts of gifts and flowers! I also really like it because it gave me time to sit and reflect and enjoy knowing I now have my little girl. I mean ya know if you go home right away after you have your baby its all work. It was so nice knowing I had a tiny little baby in the nursery and I could have a nurse bring her down at any time and get used to the motherly feeling. And at the same time, if I wanted the nurses to take care of her they would! See I had a real problem at first with jayden. I didn't really "know her" or feel like I loved her at first. Call me horrible, but I am being honest. I mean I wanted her the whole time I was preg, but when she was born..I just felt like she wasn't mine. She is a beautiful baby girl and I cherish every waking and sleeping moment I have with her!
~sara~