Hey, aj
I too take some pharmaceuticals (for the time being) for panic attacks. I have had panic attacks my whole life due to my hypoglycemia; I have had three major nervous breakdowns. I finally found out enough information to know what was happening to me . . .
Stan has a valid point: the pharmaceuticals are just masking the problem. What I am doing is watching, watching, watching . . . watching what my body feels like when I take something, whether it be food or pill. I do not take a xanax, for instance until the sugar withdrawls are too painful to handle, but by waiting until I cannot take it no more, the more I am able to understand what is what, what did what to me, was it the peanuts butter I had, etc.
If you want to be healthy you are going to have to go, pretty much through hell to do it right. I have a long way to go myself. So much misinformation out there, and we have to know that we are all different and with that track down what effects us how.
I have found a great book called the Mood Cure by Julia Ross. Along with my hypoglycemia I have found out that I am deficient in seratonin, which can cause anxiety. So, so much to find out. But be careful, you will find a contradiction to everything you find.
As Stan said there are Natural aids to your symptoms, and they may help you. I have tried them all for my panic attacks, and it can get expensive. None of the Natural's were strong enough. For me I know what is causing my panic disorder (SUGAR!!!) and i'm doing this thing. In the meantime I'm doing the drug thing until I can merge all the way into the Natural. Research 5htp, it is a wonder. Do your homework and take it slow. Be kind to yourself and serious.
With empathy.