Homelife is pretty icky right now. My little sister and my mom are at it all the time. My little sister thinks that her life is so terrible and she tells my mom that she's mean and she hates her just because my mom makes her clean her room and make her bed..So does my other siblings but they dont complain about it. My sister also seems to be convinced that she gets nothing even though like two days ago my mom, my two sisters and brother, and there dad went out and all the kids got to sped 100 dollars each (income tax)...And they went out for mc d's. (btw I can't go to "family" outings because I cant be around my scott..The kids dad)


so my mom feels like caca because of her.....And I feel like caca because all there is in my house is yelling..So I was crying yesterday cause I dont think I can take much more so I went to stevens house ( my boyfriend) then I went to grandmas house to have as much peace as a can. Grandma had a talk with the kids about how there being yesterday and they started to be good yesterday...But now...Things are just back to being the same.

Oh and my brother and sisters are conviced that they never have to listen to me when I tell them to do something....Like stop jumping off the furniture...Or be quiet and watch tv..Or play nice...Or stop getting into stuff w/o asking...So when I spank them or send them to there rooms i'm the meanest sister alive....And I mostly get yelled at by my sister (alyssa) that is bad for my mom...Her and I dont get along at all because she wont listen and when she gets in trouble she says its my fault because im mean and that she didnt do anything wrong.

I just feel like running away right now