i just got some super horrific news. A woman who gave me inspiration to go on, and to believe in myself, was in a terrible accident last Thursday. She is in critical condition in a neuro unit in the next city over, her car failed to negoitate a turn the paper said, and she went off the road. Apparently she wasn't wearing her seatbeat, and she was ejected. Her spinal cord was severed, and if she pulls through she will be paralezed.

I just saw her Wednesday afternoon last week, a day before the accident. I thought to myself, as I saw her, ' wow, when I get to her age, I hope I'm like that"....she's 54. and what a beautiful person. God, this sucks........why does stuff like this happen???????????????? Why her???????????????????

F@U&C*K!!! I don't understand this world.