been looking for a new house for 3 years finally found one went to view it last week,well satisfied was going to put an offer in the following day.woke up in the early hours full of doubt which turned into every negative thought possible,as a result hardly ate or slept and passed on chance of house purchase which i knew would have been a great move but just darent go through with it.
last time i felt like this was 5 years ago ,had to go away for a week without my wife and kids,full of dread before i went felt uneasy all the time i was there had a bad time.
few occasions in childhood dodged going on school trips cause i know id be homesick.
everything else in life is ok its just atotal wrench leaving home for long periods that i gets me down and i feel worthless i seem to anylise things too much,could it be anxiety,thanks