I never pictured my life so dreary and alone. My boyfriend and I had been trying to conceive for about a year since he was told that he was unable and now im pregnant, 9 weeks! Since we found out, we've done nothing but fight, and now i feel that we were careless and reckless and this is one of the biggest mistakes of my life. I dont think we will work out, and i don't want my child to grow up in a broken home. He says i need to try harder, but there are alot of things i cannot overlook anymore. I would never consider aborting, and I keep thinking of all the hardships and difficulties i will be faced with once the baby is born being a single mother. Like custody, bills, mortgage, caring for the baby, and blah blah... I dreamed of being a mother my whole life, but not in this situation. HELP! I've never felt so messed up in my whole life.