eh i dont really gotta find something to do, im lucky to get to eat now, but i am recovered from me ED. i have 2 kids so constantly watching them and chasing after my 19mth old keeps my mind pretty occupied, i used to write poetry, mostly negative but hey it helped. I got a bad habit of smoking too wich isnt good but eh.

I try to read, owrk, draw... Whatever comes to my mind. Lol

lol all of my poetry is dark also and it prob doesnt help that i also smoke

I may help, dark or not

hahaha i found another thing that people can do, cleaning that takes up time and keeps u busy and occupied, i just cleaned my older brothers kitchen, picked all the coke cans everywhere, swept the floor, did dishes for the first time in my life, so im pretty much hoping the soap doesnt come out of the dishwasher because that would be bad lol hehe my older brother is gonna be so proud of me so try cleaning everyone

okay how about how to resist those tempting foods everyone usually craves for and loses the battle when it comes to decide to eat them or not....?

i try my best to not buy those foods, i went to the grocery store with alist today and stuck to it, no junk foods whatsoever, i bought veggies and stuff and the neccessities like diapers for my kids etc. But for me having 2 kids under 2 i know i wont end up driving back out to buy them, its to much of a hassle. it helps to not having fast food places all around me too. where i used to live i was surrouned by resturaunts like its crazy the amount of fast food places were near me and its hard to steer clear when theyre right there within 4 min driving.

the place u pretty much described is my brothers apartment, every fast food place ever is surrounded, it doesnt even take the pizza man long to get here!!! im doomed(while im at this place at least) my brother doesnt know how to eat healthy and neither do i, and plus im a very picky eater when it comes to veggies and fruits, okay okay i can barely name some veggies(lol i just have to remember they grow on vines or on the ground)

Lol, you are doomed ahahaha
Joking
But you feel ok there, right? That's what matters!

i do feel comfortable here most of the time but then i get really really depressed and miss home

It's normal to feel that, don't worry. Think about good things and enjoy yourself the most!

i think i just really miss my bed room and blade(my kitty) its weird not having to fight for my pillow every night

Ohhhhhhhhw... that's so sweet :*

see my latest post..

and dont even go into the kitchen or area you usually go to binge if you want to binge! NOT HELPFUL!