I feel your pain.
Saturday I woke up with a yeast infection. I haven't had one of those in 20 years. Talk about uncomfortable. And then Monday I woke up with a cold sore. I'm not such a happy camper these days. I'm on cd 25, just waiting for old af to show up tomorrow. If she doesn't, it will be a miracle. My chart was really wacky this month. Last month I o'd on day 18...this month day 12. So I missed bd'ing by a day. Oh well. Mext cycle I will be in Mexico. We're also trying clomid for the first time. Hopefully sun and sand + R&R=baby
Sorry to hear you are so down MG. I can relate, it's so hard to keep your spirits up month after month.
We're here for you.