Hey here is something I wrote to try and help me remeber a time when I was happy and enjoyed and appricated life. Hope you like it.

The first day of spring
and the wind blows wild
the rain comes down heavy
on a little weeping child.

Birds flying high
riding with the waves
animals begin to wake,
emerge from their caves.

The spring has come
a new dawn arises
the flowers start to grow
the child wipes her eyes.

Time moves forward
waking with the sun
trees so green
new life is born.

The morning sky
can be seen once again
colours so warm
so bright, so beautiful.

The child remebers.
.......................................

Day turns slowly to night
sitting in your room
you don't notice the change
time has no meaning.

You have work to do
a life to lead
people who care
but you sit and bleed.

Not knowing what to do
what to look for
who to talk to
you sit alone,
waiting.

Noting makes sence
you don't know were to go
have you anything to achieve?
Have you even got a soul?

These are just things I can relate to. I am 16 and I am lost like most teenagers I suppose. At the moment life is hard i'm struggling with an eating disorder which gets me down sometimes. I hope if anyone reads these and can identify with any of it that you realise your not alone and everyone is struggling. The hardest thing in this world is to live in it.