I have decided that I am not going to do
anything this month. I think I need to
take a month off from ttc so hard. It
consumes my thoughts for most of the month
and I need to take a break.
I had my colposcopy yesterday and the
doctor said that I cant bd for a week, nor
can I use tampons for a week so that the
biopsy marks can heal properly. I am just
going to take it easy in the bding
department this month and see if I can get
my body back on track. The doctor said
that your immune system can possibly heal
anything that is wrong so it's worth a
shot to just stay focused on my health and
me instead of thinking about ttc so much.
I wish all of you in your 2ww the best of
luck this month. We all deserve to be
able to conceive and soon we will all get
that chance... Just believe and it will
happen....
S.T.I.C.K.Y. B.A.B.Y. D.U.S.T. T.O.
.A.L.L.
P.R.A.Y.E.R.S. A.L.L. A.R.O.U.N.D.!!!!
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negar
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Feb 2007 Posts: 278 Location: san francisco
Good Idea Posted: 02-27-07 16:39pm
It's a good idea to take care of yourself
first. This baby business really does
consume your entire being. It is driving
me up the wall. Even if I do get
pregnant, I will then start worrying about
m/c. This is crazy. In my wildest dreams
I never thought I would go through
something like this. My health isn't so
great and I don't know exaclly what to do.
At 35, I don't know if it's best to wait
or not. I am also afraid if I do wait, my
health will get even worst and I would
have lost my only chance to have an angel.
But then again, if I do have a baby and
my health does get worst, then it's not
fair to my child either. Augh... just
going out of my mind. Star, the procedure
you had done is due to an abnormal pap
smear?
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*star*
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Re: Good Idea Posted: 02-27-07 17:13pm
negar
wrote:
Star, the procedure you
had done is due to an abnormal pap
smear?
Yes it was due to an abnormal pap. What I
have learned is that it can stay dormant
for a while and then become active
again??? i think? I have had two done
when I was 18 and 20 and both times it
came back ok afterwards. I have no idea
what would cause the cells to become
abnormal all of the sudden.
What kind of health problems are you going
through if you don't mind me asking?
Best of luck to you.
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negar
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Feb 2007 Posts: 278 Location: san francisco
Well Posted: 02-27-07 17:32pm
I have hashimoto thiroiditis. It's an
auto immune thing. my thyroid is being
attacked by my own antibodies. It's still
functioning in normal range. I have lots
of muscle spasm and tension in my legs and
don't quite know the cause of it yet. I
keep hoping it's just the hashimoto thing.
Then the m/c's I had and oh boy...
I was married with my previous husband for
3 years and we were together for a total
of 7 years. We were so in love, but it
was a wrong decision to marry him. I
couldn't imagin my life without him, yet
was afraid to have children with him. He
had emotional problems and never wanted
the same things as I did. We wanted
different things and he kept telling me
that he only lived for me and that was too
much pressure for me. I got sick
physically and emotionaly from always
taking care of him. There were days where
he wanted to become a monk or commit
suecite. Anyways, I seperated from him
(that nearly killed me)and I think it is
still killing me inside. I got married a
year later to an old friend of mine. I
love my husband and really want a family
and a normal life. Wow...I said so
much...I guess I needed to do that. I
think I need therapy, but just cant afford
it. I have kept soooo much inside (its
insane)
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ctrule
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Aug 2005 Posts: 60
Best of Luck Posted: 02-27-07 21:40pm
Wow, Star and Negar,
It sounds like you're going through a lot.
I hope that everything gets better. You
are in my prayers!
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Volaremos
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Aug 2006 Posts: 421
Posted: 02-28-07 00:38am
star and negar,
Girls, you two are going through so much
. I am so sorry
& hope everything turns out good for
you two. HUGS , Good luck
. I am so sorry
& hope everything turns out good for
you two. HUGS , Good luck