no chase that's my boyfriend.
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kidding! that's dad.
bridget, i was gone long (well even being away from ehealth for a day feels like forever). i thought i wasn't going to post here anymore because i was just feeling too unmotivated to do anything and not caring very much lately. then i stopped being emo and feeling sorry for myself and decided to be happy again.
laura, i soooo want her to look like me! I want people to say "i can totally tell you are mother and daughter". I don't know what it is but I just don't want her to look more like erik than like me.
mommy35, i totally look like i had a baby. i weighed 218 pounds the day i had rowan... i weighed 183 on the 15th at my 6 week check up, so i definitely look like a baby-maker. but no worries though. i don't even mind, and before i had her i was so sure i'ld be depressed about the weight but it's really not bothering me right now... and i don't think i look how much i weigh. but i could be in denial or something. whatevs! it'll go away.
and thanks everyone for the lovely comments! I love your faces, each and every on of you. and sorry for all the posts i missed and didn't comment on.