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Q: Thoughts, Thoughts, Thoughts....
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vassiliki
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I went to a psychiatrist and he proposed Prozac and Xazax and psychotherapy. I started all these 2 weeks ago. I feel more relaxed about the fact that i m going to die as a result of a serious illness, but then i feel suicidal and i m planning how i m going to end my life.
I m 23 years old. I m studying medicine. I never had a sexual relation ship. Maybe that s part of the problem.
The worst is that i cut badly last night...I dont do that very often, but i started when i was 17. I use blades not to cut deeply though. I just want to feel pain and see all that blood to feel calm again. Then i feel terrible. I threw away all the blades i had. I just want to cover my body with scars. I feel so ashamed. How am i going to hide these marks now? Any ideas?
i need help, but i dont know if i ever feel whole, happy and loved....
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cece7
Experienced User
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AbsentMinded20
New User
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vassiliki
New User
| AbsentMinded20 wrote: |
| man, you sound a little like me, except for the cuttung part.
What kind of thinking errors... Explain please...??? |
firstly, i m a woman
oh, well...i dont know. the wrorst part is the hypohondriac one. i see all these woody allen movies and i feel relaxed-there are many ppl (even famous ppl) who feel anxious that they are going to die soon, or that they are ill. this day, the whole day i feel pain down in my belly and i keep thinking "should i go to the hospital...or not?"...it feels like crap. but then when i dont have physical pain i m depressed and i want to die....what is going on with my head i have no idea.
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cece7
Experienced User
| vassiliki wrote: | ||
firstly, i m a woman
oh, well...i dont know. the wrorst part is the hypohondriac one. i see all these woody allen movies and i feel relaxed-there are many ppl (even famous ppl) who feel anxious that they are going to die soon, or that they are ill. this day, the whole day i feel pain down in my belly and i keep thinking "should i go to the hospital...or not?"...it feels like crap. but then when i dont have physical pain i m depressed and i want to die....what is going on with my head i have no idea. |
I'm a girl too
I honestly believe it is the way you are processing your thoughts that is making you feel so miserable. Try to learn how to counter your thoughts in a tea form and join a cbt group and I think you will feel much better soon.
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