Hi there,
Please don't feel helpless. If you're not getting the help you think you deserve, go see another doctor until you find one that suits you. Yes, this may seem like an experiment, because to find the right therapy, whether it be therapist, GP or medicine is hard. It is kind of like trial and error, because no meds work the same way in different people. That's why people react differently to different medicines. Don't feel hopeless. Look forward to solving the problem.
Try everything that may help you. Think ahead. What would you like to be 5 years from now? That helps you stay motivated. Don't dwell in the moment.
I would like to help you the best way I can. Feel free to talk if you want to.
Take care. Best of luck.