bah, i'm really not having a good day so far.
i had nothing to wear this morning, my hair looks gay, my contacts hurt (theyre new btw, the day and night ones) they
suck!
& I'm at school.. where I really don't want to be.
yesterday I was sleeping in class lol (i havent been getting much sleep lately) and i woke up to gunshots (from a distance) and then our school went into lockdown and we stayed over for almost an hour (they let kids go that parents came in to get them) i dont know how long everyone else was here, so it turns out on 14th street (my school is on 13th street) 3 guys decided to shoot someone! and i know it wasnt a school shooting but its just really freaky and i don't want to be here lol this kind of stuff really bothers me, im a paranoid person anyway and im terrified of dying.. and i go to school with a lot a lot a lot of bad kids (since i go to an alternative school its pretty much allllllllllll "gangster wannabes" always talking about drugs, ect.) im just worried one of them is gonna bring a gun or something lol im stupid, im just freaking out and i feel like bawling from not sleeping and then this happening.
& then.. i'm used to talking to tommy a lot during the day. well he got his new schedule and he goes to school from 4 pm to 12 am. so he wakes up at 1 and we talk til 3 and then dont talk again until 12:30 and by that time im ready for bed! (which is why im so tired because i've been trying to stay up later to talk to him) and then its a whole cycle all over again. i know it might not be a big deal but when you cant see the person everyday and stuff and then only talk to them a little bit it just sucks lol
sorry that was a really big stupid rant...
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