Hi,
im 25yr old female,with two small children and in a stable relationship!
I have been suffering on and off with anxiety/panic for some years now but they seemed to get much worse shortly after the birth of my first son.
After a whole year of suffering I managed to make some major changes in my life and they almost went away and I managed to become me again!!!
Well soon after I gave birth to my second summer last year,i have felt very much the same as I did last time,im constantly feeling dizzy,out of breath and tired.
I get the odd palpitation which are awful to say the least.I really think im going to die when I get them they are that intense!
Hence I have been to gps on numerous occassions and everything seems fine,just having to take propranol once a day to control panics etc.
When I get a panic attack,they always occur out of the blue,for no reason at all,at first I get the tight feeling in my throat,like someone is chocking me then my heart strats racing soo fast I think im having a heart attck.
I cant sit,i pace, my hands go all clamy and tense.
Its just awful,i have ended up in a&e with them and do feel a plonker when it calms down!!!
I have constantly got the fear of it at the back of my mind,im scared to stay alone,just incase.
It does control your life,i would just love to get the old me back again for good this time!!!!
Xx